I think my teacup is overflowing.

I don't know what to say.
I feel as if the friend that I've been able to count on for the past year and half has now turned into something not good. At least for me.
Her horse is too high and I'm still a blade of grass on the ground.
Today at soccer I cried. Yes. Cried. How stupid!
Not over her, but she definitely tipped the scales.
oh my. My eyes are welling up just thinking about it. :D I'm a fruitcake.
either way, something in my life must change. Last year was awesome. This year I feel maybe not so much. Have my friends turned their backs on me? Or am I just being overly emotional/stupid/judgemental because I'm female?

Oh well.

:)